Literally summed up exactly the way I feel.I just need to fake it for a while. That’s all. I’ll convince them I’m better, then I can crash and burn. I’ll crash and burn silently, then no one will be around to care because they’ll be off looking after someone else. I’ll tell people I haven’t cut. I’ll eat when people are around. I’ll act…
Thank you. It’s just that even while I was clean, I kept telling myself that it won’t be that long till I can start doing it again
Because I’m hopelessly weak
